Before destruction the heart of man is haughty, But humility goes before honor. Proverbs 18:12
Thursday, April 25, 2013
All that I've been learning recently can be summed up in this statement:
Wednesday, March 20, 2013
Favorite songs at the moment!
**in no particular order!
1. Sliding Down by Bela Fleck & Mike Marshall
2. Sunshine by Matisyahu
3. In the Quiet by Will Reagan & the United Pursuit
4. Windansea by Balmorhea
5. Never Have I Found by Josh Garrels
6. Because He Lives by David Crowder
7. Joy of Nothing by Foy Vance
8. 10,000 Reasons done by Rend Collective Experiment
9. Good Friday by Josh Garrels
10. Metropolis by Owl City
you should look them all up!
Shalom!
1. Sliding Down by Bela Fleck & Mike Marshall
2. Sunshine by Matisyahu
3. In the Quiet by Will Reagan & the United Pursuit
4. Windansea by Balmorhea
5. Never Have I Found by Josh Garrels
6. Because He Lives by David Crowder
7. Joy of Nothing by Foy Vance
8. 10,000 Reasons done by Rend Collective Experiment
9. Good Friday by Josh Garrels
10. Metropolis by Owl City
you should look them all up!
Shalom!
Friday, March 1, 2013
Faith, Doubt, Death and Cancer
I just finished bawling my eyes out.
About three or so years ago when I was on the popular social media site Tumblr, I heard about a little girl who was diagnosed with cancer. She was the daughter of Californian pastor Britt Merrick. I prayed for Daisy and would receive updates on her occasionally. After I got rid of my Tumblr, I would occasionally check up on a website the Merrick's made for Daisy's progress. I remember telling my mom a few times when I would find out that her cancer was in remission or when it had returned. I checked the website again after a long while of not checking it to find out that her condition had worsened greatly. I prayed for little Daisy when I heard it. I checked in about a week after that post to find out that she had died. I just finished watching her memorial service, you can find it here.
Cancer and death are such ugly things...
As I watched Daisy's memorial service I found myself moved to tears, lots of tears. Even though I didn't personally know this little girl, the stories of her faith were extremely moving, as well as the brokenness and sting on the faces of her friends and family. All those tears weren't just for Daisy though...
They were for each of my dear friends who are suffering from the affects of cancer and death... Things that I do not think are in the will of God but that God has somehow worked into His plan.
Doubt was discussed some by Daisy's father. He admitted that she asked all the questions that we all would have asked if we were her at different points of her journey: Why is there cancer? Why do I have it? Will I die? Where is God in all of this? Despite the doubt, it sounds like Daisy chose to believe that God was greater than her circumstances and became from the sounds of it, one of the most grateful little girls that I have ever heard of. In the midst of horrible pain that no one should experience let alone a little girl, she, out of her own volition, would choose to send God joy filled prayers of thanks for her family and friends, and not "why me" prayers concerning her situation. As her mom was sharing she mentioned the all to real fact that the things we complain about in America cannot compare with the horrors and struggle most face on a daily basis in other countries, and yet we begin to doubt God if we don't get exactly what we want while people who are going without food are joyfully trusting the Lord......
I too, am guilty of this kind of sickly, puffed up (as Daisy's mom put it) entitlement.
For anyone reading this, let this be a reminder that EVERYTHING is a GIFT,
E V E R Y D A Y is a GIFT given by the Father of Lights.
Please, say a prayer for yours and my suffering friends, and LORD PLEASE may we all think twice before complaining about anything.
About three or so years ago when I was on the popular social media site Tumblr, I heard about a little girl who was diagnosed with cancer. She was the daughter of Californian pastor Britt Merrick. I prayed for Daisy and would receive updates on her occasionally. After I got rid of my Tumblr, I would occasionally check up on a website the Merrick's made for Daisy's progress. I remember telling my mom a few times when I would find out that her cancer was in remission or when it had returned. I checked the website again after a long while of not checking it to find out that her condition had worsened greatly. I prayed for little Daisy when I heard it. I checked in about a week after that post to find out that she had died. I just finished watching her memorial service, you can find it here.
Cancer and death are such ugly things...
A close friend of my sisters best friend about a month ago was found to have committed suicide, with little to no indication of any depression problems.
A lady who has been like family to my family for many years was recently diagnosed with colon cancer. She had surgery today and will, God willing come home in around five days.
I received a call this morning from one of my dear neighbors in Houston to let me know that her mother, a wonderful sweet lady whom I had laughed and enjoyed time with and prayed with, passed away yesterday.
As I watched Daisy's memorial service I found myself moved to tears, lots of tears. Even though I didn't personally know this little girl, the stories of her faith were extremely moving, as well as the brokenness and sting on the faces of her friends and family. All those tears weren't just for Daisy though...
They were for each of my dear friends who are suffering from the affects of cancer and death... Things that I do not think are in the will of God but that God has somehow worked into His plan.
Doubt was discussed some by Daisy's father. He admitted that she asked all the questions that we all would have asked if we were her at different points of her journey: Why is there cancer? Why do I have it? Will I die? Where is God in all of this? Despite the doubt, it sounds like Daisy chose to believe that God was greater than her circumstances and became from the sounds of it, one of the most grateful little girls that I have ever heard of. In the midst of horrible pain that no one should experience let alone a little girl, she, out of her own volition, would choose to send God joy filled prayers of thanks for her family and friends, and not "why me" prayers concerning her situation. As her mom was sharing she mentioned the all to real fact that the things we complain about in America cannot compare with the horrors and struggle most face on a daily basis in other countries, and yet we begin to doubt God if we don't get exactly what we want while people who are going without food are joyfully trusting the Lord......
I too, am guilty of this kind of sickly, puffed up (as Daisy's mom put it) entitlement.
For anyone reading this, let this be a reminder that EVERYTHING is a GIFT,
E V E R Y D A Y is a GIFT given by the Father of Lights.
Please, say a prayer for yours and my suffering friends, and LORD PLEASE may we all think twice before complaining about anything.
Friday, February 22, 2013
Saturday, February 16, 2013
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Friday, February 8, 2013
Missing a special some"where"...
*Quick posts in between assignments :D*
Just spent some time visually catching up with some friends back in Houston via Instagram (online... no smartphone yet :P) and through a picture a friend sent to me ^ ^.
Sometimes it feels like last year never happened... other times it feels like I'm just on a break. I am most definitely not the same person I was before going... but now I'm not even the same person that was there either.
Isn't it amazing how the Lord changes and grows us? Sometimes at a rate that we aren't even prepared for...
One thing I know right now is, its really hard having friends all over the world (which I literally do at this point!) And its not like some of these people were just acquaintances either, some of them are the most beautiful people I've met and shared real, gritty, messy life with like my roommates Kate, Esther, Courtney, Victoria and Abbie... my boss Lanecia and many others. I can be a horrible person with staying in touch and as I get older and meet more and more amazing people it becomes harder still in more ways than one.
At the end of the day I look at it with the point of view that there is just that many more amazing people left for me to meet and spend time with in the season that God has placed me in right now, and God needs to share the other amazing people with the others that they will meet.
None the less... I'm missing that HOT MESS of a city in Texas today! And all the people included :D
Just spent some time visually catching up with some friends back in Houston via Instagram (online... no smartphone yet :P) and through a picture a friend sent to me ^ ^.
Sometimes it feels like last year never happened... other times it feels like I'm just on a break. I am most definitely not the same person I was before going... but now I'm not even the same person that was there either.
Isn't it amazing how the Lord changes and grows us? Sometimes at a rate that we aren't even prepared for...
One thing I know right now is, its really hard having friends all over the world (which I literally do at this point!) And its not like some of these people were just acquaintances either, some of them are the most beautiful people I've met and shared real, gritty, messy life with like my roommates Kate, Esther, Courtney, Victoria and Abbie... my boss Lanecia and many others. I can be a horrible person with staying in touch and as I get older and meet more and more amazing people it becomes harder still in more ways than one.
At the end of the day I look at it with the point of view that there is just that many more amazing people left for me to meet and spend time with in the season that God has placed me in right now, and God needs to share the other amazing people with the others that they will meet.
None the less... I'm missing that HOT MESS of a city in Texas today! And all the people included :D
the porch
One of my favorite memories their, 2 song for Leroys book tour
luv Abs 4EVA!
LOVE this lady!
Bourtney bein' Bourtney :D
... Boo :)...
*sigh*..... Kev
I will never forget this wonder man!
I learned to ride a bike in this city man!!
GREAT people!
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